After many years of wanting to read the manga, I finally managed to grab copies of it last year and experienced a revitalizing journey for eight months. It wasn't an easy road. Everywhere I go, the manga is either out of stock or sold out. Some bookstores offered "special orders" but I felt it was too long a wait. Sailor Moon wasn't even my first choice. Given that Sailor Venus is my ultimate favorite, I initially wanted to read Codename: Sailor V prior to reading the main story. But there were turns of direction from here and there and I finally landed with ordering the first three volumes from Amazon Japan. The shippng and customs fees were outragous but at least they came in less than a week. I ordered four to five on November, six to ten on January, and finally eleven to twelve last April. My usual schedule is to read one act a day or one volume a week. Anyhoo, the reason I joined here is because of the manga. I memtioned it a LOT in my introduction post so I'll spare some repeated words.
So last April, I planned on rereading volumes one to ten and then finally read the Stars arc one act a day but because volume twelve took weeks to come (you failed me, Amazon Japan
) I decided to just read the last story arc this May so as to get more fluidity and less interruption in terms of reading experience. So from April 1 to 11 I read the eleven acts. I could have gone to a more convenient direction and just read all of them at once but I know myself too well that taking things slow creates a much better build up. That's why instead of reading the whole series from October to December, I decided to leave the rest for 2015. Dark Kingdom and Black Moon for October and November of 2014, Infinity and Dream for January and February of 2015, and finally Stars for
April May.
So what is my initial impression?
It was a brutal and life-sucking experience!
I'm obviously talking about the Stars arc in its own self as my reactions with the previous story arcs are already a few months old. But one thing I can be honest about: all this leads up to my anticipation with Stars arc. In a way, it is my ultimate goal. Thankfully, my anticipation and hype were fully pleased. It went beyond my expectations. All the tension, epicness, and depression I wanted were met. The story pulled my heartstrings and the art captivated me once again. All throughout the story, it was nothing but losing and losing one's self. It even went deeper to my core as the topic of isolation resonated with me. What Sailor Moon, Cosmos, and Galaxia have in common is that standing alone can make you and/or break you. It was that part of the story alongside the explained inception of everything that really pulled me in. The mesmerizing story between light and darkness and the shadows in between gave the story an even unusual experience. Somehow, that element was hinted during the previous story arcs but it was in this one that gave out a even significant role. It is true what they said, that Sailor Moon is an emotion driven story rather than a logical one. Some might find it frustrating but the overall meaning of the story is that finding one's self is essential. It is that certain element that pushed the character and the story both called Sailor Moon. Some loses it like Galaxia. Some finds it in the end like Cosmos. And some fought tooth and nail to never let go of it like Sailor Moon herself. By the time the last act and page came to an end, a sense of satisfaction came inside me. I thought I would cry or go through depression (like what happened in some of the previous story arcs, don't ask me:bunnyangry:) but the sense of finality and the feeling of eternal acceptance in the story gave me a somewhat unusual yet captivating impression. It's not exactly happy nor is it sad. It is somewhere in the middle. A certain emotion not too easy to explain. But that feeling, I will probably remember it for as long as I can live. I will look back in this manga and smile at the journey of Usagi's bravery and acceptance. She is an imperfect girl but she knows where she belongs and what she must do. The Stars arc, as of this moment, is my favorite story of this series and its effect still lingers around me.
I'm sorry if I blabbered on and on.
I just can't help myself from sharing what I just witnessed today, this month, this year, and last year. It has been an amazing eight months of reading the manga. I have never felt this close to Sailor Moon until I finally decided to pick up this manga and took on a long and exhausting journey. All the time spent was worth it in the end.
Thanks for reading if you managed to read this far.
I'll be using the rest of the week as some sort reflection with the manga and maybe within this month, I'll be writing my final thoughts and reviews.