ok so my mother is beig irritateing and makeing it difficult to get on the computer since I accidentally forgot a bowl when I did dishes i'm going to try and be on as much as possibl

So I guess I kinda took an unannounced leave of absence recently.  Between graduating college, finding a place to live, and starting a new job with Child and Family Services (I enjoy it but also will often cry in my car on the way home), I kinda lost track of stuff here!  Hoping to be more regular again!

I am back peoples!  

It feels great to be back in the states! LOL It feels weird to be on my laptop again.

Yami!! *GLOMP*

*GLOMPS BACK* Missed you girl!

my buddy is back! oh I missed you!

Back from my mission trip

Woo~!

Ed has to go to traffic court with her sister tomorrow, she may not be on. This applies more to the Double moon bingo game, since if she calls anything it will be from her phone and thus the first post wont be updated.

Hello all. I will be leaving for Thailand for a month starting July 17-August 16ish? & then as soon as I come back I am turning around & moving to Florida. I'm going to be super busy in thailand & at my new school. hopefully things will settle down for me & I will be able to be active again. so this is my goodbye to you all for now & hoping to reunite sometime in the near future. All my love & best of wishes to you all - Chronos

Have a safe trip dear!

Good luck Chronos! Be safe and have fun.  I hope we can see you around again soon 

Chronos Typhoon wrote:

Hello all. I will be leaving for Thailand for a month starting July 17-August 16ish? & then as soon as I come back I am turning around & moving to Florida. I'm going to be super busy in thailand & at my new school. hopefully things will settle down for me & I will be able to be active again. so this is my goodbye to you all for now & hoping to reunite sometime in the near future. All my love & best of wishes to you all - Chronos

Good luck! can't wait to hear all about it when you come back. ^_^

Thank you all <3

Good luck and stay safe, Chronos Typhoon.

So I'm going to be gone starting today, the 11th until the 15th of July. I'm going to be going to New York from Thursday to Sunday. I'll be home on Sunday. However, the jet lag will likely wear me out until Monday.

Wish me luck, everyone!

Have fun and be safe, Chronos!

Have fun in New York, Medeus!

I'm going to end my LoA a day early. Thanks, AgentAyu! I had a great time in New York. It was a fun trip.

Glad you had fun Medeus! Welcome back ^^

Hey guys! I will be on LOA until next Tuesday-ish. I'm visiting my grandparents and I'm not sure if they have decided to get internet yet (yes it is 2013). So I don't know how active I will be and I hope that I get to vote in the awards. See you when I see you!

Luna, if it makes you feel better... my aunt doesn't have internet.

Sorry to say it guys but I'm likely going to be on LOA until further notice. Not in the mood to go into further detail at the moment so yea I will check in as often as I can but not sure how active I'm going to be.

Aw... I hope everything turns for the better, Ari!

Aw Ari, I hope everything is alright and you come back soon. ^^

Yea I might actually lurk around today but starting tomorrow I'm likely to have limited computer access so yea you guys always seem good at helping me calm down.

OK guys after my jog i'm in a bit better mood so now I'm still going on LOA until further notice but I'm going to be moving not sure exactly when that's happening but I'm going to be busy packing and than I'm going to be on a bus for 2 days than I have to settle in so lets just say I'm glade to be getting away from this house because I never seem to be good enough for anyone here but I'm a bit annoyed that they waited until I stood up for myself to kick me out. oh and I'm not sure exactly where I'm going to be with internet at the moment either when I get there.

Ari- I'm sorry to hear that your parents have kicked you out. Do you have a place to go? Where will you be staying?

I'm going to be moving in with my father and his girlfriend until I can get my own place he's also going to be helping me get a job and my license which is more than I can say for my mother and my grandparents that I live with right now.

sweetie, i know what it's like, to get kicked out of the house. if you want to talk (when you can, of course), i'll be here, okay?

have a safe trip and hopefully we'll see each other real soon =)

Ari-chan wrote:

I'm going to be moving in with my father and his girlfriend until I can get my own place he's also going to be helping me get a job and my license which is more than I can say for my mother and my grandparents that I live with right now.

 Life will get better from here on out. You deserve so much better than to be living with people who belittle you and make you feel small and useless. 

I know what it's like to deal with a mother who doesn't put her child first. To help yourself to cope and deal with it, I would recommend checking out a book from the library called "Daughters of Narcissist Mothers". It really does help with the struggle to move past the emotional (And physical) abuse of uncaring mothers. 

I send you all my hugs, and just so you know, you have many friends here who love you and believe in you. We're your pseudo family.