He opened his mouth to answer, but was actually glad that Percy kept going because he wasn’t sure he had any justification for his actions. It was actually kind of… nice to have someone calling him out on his cowardice. He’d been getting away with it for far too long.
His heart constricted at the mention of Nerida’s death. “I saw her…
your awakening,” he spoke to Kira. “I was there. I’d been watching over you since you were little… but I’d failed Nerida. I was terrified of failing you as well. When you transformed and defeated that monster on your own, I realized you didn’t need me. I’ve just… been such a failure, and it was better if I stayed away.”
She couldn’t believe this. So her guardian had just been stalking her from afar and
not helping?!
“Are you serious? I could have used you being there when I was chained to a rock in the middle of the ocean! It didn’t matter what you could do. Just knowing that you’re there—knowing that
someone was there for me, hadn’t abandoned me like everyone else—” she choked on a sob and stopped short. It felt wrong to be baring her soul to someone she just met and who clearly didn’t deserve any time of day anyway.
Shaking her head, she looked straight at him. “I think you need to go.”
Narcissus seemed like he still wanted to say something else, but her glare silenced him. Finally, all he said was, “Thank you… for saving my life. Even if I didn’t deserve it.”
And then he left like a dog with its tail between its legs.
Kira watched until he was gone, wiped away her tears, and took a deep breath. She hated looking weak in front of anyone, even if this was Percy. She didn’t quite know what to say for a long time.
“So… I guess I owe you another debt for helping save my home.” She smiled sadly at him. “I promise this place isn’t full of troubles. One of these days, you’ll come for a visit and we won’t have to battle any monsters or restless spirits or deal with coward guardians.”